I am definitely wiser now. I have matured so much over the last year and can't help relisihing the vantage of my precociousness with humility, intrepidity and gratefulness.
The many wrong turns that i had taken has ingrained valuable life experiences, rendered skills and made me realised the strength i never had in me.
I swear by the adage of finding one's strength in their weakest moments. Because we tend to seek, prayed and hoped for insurmountable strength to put us through the storm.
I have to learn to look ahead, look out for myself , look outside the box. I have to stay a few steps ahead of everyone else. Because i have come to terms of me being different than your average. I am unlike my peers.
I have accomplished a few missions that i set out to materialise. I have stood and stand by my resolutions to overturn my life around. Because if i choose to surrender to my destiny and fate, then life will be exactly how it would turn out to be. I don't want to let destiny and fate dictate my life. And so i took it in my hands and ran away with it. It's my prerogative on how i want my life to be. I am the master of my own dreams.
I am capable to make things happen. I know what i want and i have my vehicle, tools and vessels to ensure they would be fulfilled. Beyond life, love is the only thing that is not within my jurisdiction. Because relationships has to be mutual and not to be selfishly owned by only one.
I have thrived in my darkest hour, withstand the pain and heartbreaks, faced and fought the battles, emerged a survivor from the hurricane and strived for a better life for myself.
I have not looked back since. I have only desires to look beyond the vast golden ocean and touch the ends of the earth. Nobody yearns to touch the end of the rainbow anymore.
I am a fighter. Watch my wins.
'I didn't know my own strength'. Thank you Whitney for the anthem.
Lost touch with my soul
I had no where to turn
I had no where to go
Lost sight of my dream
Thought it would be the end of me
I thought I’d never make it through
I had no hope to hold on to
I thought I would break
I didn’t know my own strength
And I crashed down,
and I tumbled
But I did not crumble
I got through all the pain
I didn’t know my own strength
Survived my darkest hour
My faith kept me alive
I picked myself back up
Hold my head up high
I was not built to break
I didn’t know my own strength
Found hope in my heart
I found the light to life
My way out of the dark
Found all that I need
Here inside of me
I thought I’d never find my way
I thought I’d never lift that weight
I thought I would break
I didn’t know my own strength
And I crashed down,
and I tumbled
But I did not crumble
I got through all the pain
I didn’t know my own strength
Survived my darkest hour
My faith kept me alive
I picked myself back up
Hold my head up high
I was not built to break
I didn’t know my own strength
There were so many times I
Wondered how I’d get through the night I
Thought took all I could take
I didn’t know my own strength
And I crashed down,
and I tumbled
But I did not crumble
I got through all the pain
I didn’t know my own strength
Survived my darkest hour
My faith kept me alive
I picked myself back up
Hold my head up high
I was not built to break
I didn’t know my own strength
